About Jennifer Jabbour Photography:

Jennifer Jabbour Photography specializes in on-location, natural childhood and family portraiture in the San Diego area. Jennifer combines the patience of portrait photography with the spontaneuity of lifestyle photography.



Archive: August, 2010



Little redheaded sweetie {Santee, Ca Newborn Photographer}

Monday, August 23rd, 2010

I had the pleasure of photographing the sweetest little guy with the most gorgeous red hair! I was expecting a chunker when I heard that he weighed in at 10 lbs 12 oz at birth!!! But was surprised to see that he really wasn’t all that chubby – just the right amount of chub to make him oh so cute! Although, his chubby face was too big for the cute little baby bear hat I made especially for this session…

I could’ve photographed little B all day, as he snoozed through most of the session, with just one little wake up  to eat. He sure did spoil me.  Another thing that makes him so special is his granddaddy was my English professor and my advisor at San Diego Christian College. I love being able to give back to a family that had such a great impact in my life!
Here’s a couple favs from the session.

A place for imperfect people

Friday, August 20th, 2010

This week at work has been crazy – everyone has been scurrying around doing all the things they’ve been putting off. All the burned out lights have been replaced, all the scuffs on the wall have been scrubbed or touched up with paint, and we were all instructed to wear our best business attire to work today, which is typically a “casual Friday.”

You see, the big wig, Mr. President, of our company is coming to town! He is spending the day visiting our facility, meeting with our staff. In a few minutes, he will address the company and shortly thereafter we’ll be having a lunch as a company. It’s a big day and we’ve pulled out all the stops for this man. We’re dressed to impress and we’ve put on our best.

Isn’t it funny how we feel we have to clean up all our crap before the big man comes into our life? It’s just in our nature to do this. We don’t want them to see how we live our life day-to-day, so we put on a show to make up a reality, a facade, that isn’t really there. And when they leave tomorrow, everything goes back to how it was. We fall back into our old ways, leaving the scuffs on the walls and the dust on the shelves, because in reality this is who we are!

This is often what we do in our relationships with God. We think we have to get all cleaned up before the creator of the universe, the only one that is perfect, can come into our life. We avoid churches because we think they are full of perfect people, and they don’t have room for someone as tainted as us. What we don’t realize is that everyone in this world is broken – it says so in the Bible:

“We all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (Romans 3:23)

“There is none righteous, no not one” (Romans 3:10)

Being a Christian doesn’t make you perfect. Being a Christian makes you vulnerable. When you make the decision to allow God into your life, it means you’ve put down your wall despite how ugly or how bad you think you may be, and you’ve decided to let God love you.

God doesn’t say, you gotta fix all your problems before I will hang out with you! On the contrary, look at who Jesus hung out with – a prostitute, a tax collector, and on and on. He avoided, even rebuked, the supposedly “upright” people of the day, the Pharisees. 

God doesn’t love us because we’re perfect, he loves us because we need him. We need him in our life to help us work through all our crap. Without Him we are nothing – our life is meaningless. We are a desperate people, and the only thing that saves us from evil is God’s love. We can’t do anything to earn it, all we can do is accept it. It’s already there – God’s gift of love – of salvation. He sent his son over 2,000 years ago to show us how much he loves us. He let his son be sacrificed – tortured and killed – to show us  that he’s 100% serious about this. The blood that was spilled on redemption’s hill was for us – for the whole world – for you – for me – to cover all of our sins.

“For God so love the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him will not die but will have everlasting life.” (John 3:16)

All you gotta do is say, God, please come into my life, I accept your love.

“For if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is by believing in your heart that you are made right with God, and it is by confessing with your mouth that you are saved” (Romans 10:9-10)

Then God steps in and says, ok, let’s get to work…. that’s when the fun really begins. But I’ll save that for another day!

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!” (2 Corinthians 5:17)

“For it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure.” (Philippians 2:13)

It’s only the beginning…

Tuesday, August 17th, 2010

I’ve received some feedback on my decision to shut down the fan pages (both for photography and my designs). Just to clear things up, I am still offering sessions and designing templates, but I just feel at this time in my life, God is calling me to be more involved as a wife and mom (and friend) and less involved as a professional photographer/designer. It’s something I’ve struggled with for a long time. I have a deeper desire than ever to create lately, but in more ways than I have limited myself to since my babies were born.  And not for personal gain, but personal satisfaction that I’m creating and being the Jennifer God created me to be.

In my journey of becoming a wife and mother, I found photography and photoshop along the way and it really helped me to keep in touch with my creative side, but somewhere in all of that I lost sight of creativity and became hopeless about ever succeeding as a professional photographer – due to time constraints, economy, market and more – You try working a full time job, raising children, and being a good wife and homemaker while trying to start up a business!!!

I have gone back and forth, tossing around lots of ideas. I’ve felt so torn because I love photography but couldn’t see how it would fit into my life, since my husband and kids are my number one priority and ministry. Yet, I couldn’t understand why God would put such a passion for photography in my heart if it weren’t meant for more than just a hobby. Even today, I look forward to photographing a new little one this weekend, and in that I will have to give up some of my precious family time, but I feel good about it. I finally feel like I’ve got my answers – or my orders (from God).

At this time in my life, I do not plan to push the my photography & design business. I will still take on sessions and design at leisure, but without pressure – I will do it as I feel called to do it. If requested to do a photo shoot, I will consider what else is going on in my life and base my decision on that. So, since I’m not pushing the business side of things, I’m taking down the fan pages. I’ll post any new photos or designs on my blog and on my personal facebook page and assume the people that truly care will see them.

I’m excited that I finally am at peace about how to go forward with my passions. I know now that God has blessed my little family so much and these gifts he’s given me are also blessings that I can share with and use to minister to others.

Background Papers

Monday, August 16th, 2010

I did it! I created! I still only have a small desk area to work with, so I couldn’t do all 12 background papers that the book calls for, but I did the first 4. At least that’s a start. I still need to let the paint dry and then add more paint, stamps, etc to decorate the papers even more so, but it was fun to play with the colors. I definitely need more paint, but I am happy with my results. Each paper turned out so different from the rest. Here’s a couple pics to show you my progress so far on the background papers.

It’s a Monday, alright!

Monday, August 16th, 2010

Today has started off in true Monday fashion.

I overslept, had to bug Noah to get out of bed and get ready quickly, but made it to work safely, so that’s a plus! And the rest of this day has just been a mess of rushing around trying to hurry up and get things done, while half of nothing works the way it should. I even brought food to eat, but no fork or spoon with which to eat it – so do I eat with my hands? I could, but the cottage cheese might get a little messy…

Alas, I do get to clock out in another hour, so there is a light at the end of this tunnel. Soon, my babies will be in my arms, and we will continue home to start Monday, Part 2.

Part 2 is always my favorite part of the day – the part of the day that I long for during Part 1. But it goes by so fast and before I know it, it’s time to go to bed and do it all over again tomorrow.

Looking back at the weekend, I see that a lot of the things that needed to happen (according to my to do list) did not happen, so now I’ve got some catching up to do.

But tonight, I plan to just enjoy some ME time. I don’t usually get much of that when everyone is home, but I have an opportunity tonight – assuming the kids cooperate and go to bed on time. I should work on my first art workshop assignment.

A friend and I are doing a 12 week art workshop using a book called The Artistic Mother by Shona Cole. It’ a great book that helps busy moms figure out how to work creativity back into their lives. I bought it because it’s such a pretty book, and the thought that I could actually be creative again gave me so much hope! I’m definitely struggling with making time for creativity, but it’s been nice to have someone to hold me accountable.

Isn’t it crazy that I actually need someone to hold me accountable to do something that I enjoy doing???

But seriously, this book has been great – already it has inspired me to completely reorganize my office and make it into a place where I can also do my crafting. Now, I smile every time I enter the room. It also got me into a craft store the other day (I cannot believe how pricey rubber stamps are!). So, the inspiration is definitely there, but when I finally have a free moment to be creative, usually the motivation has already gone to bed, and then my body follows suite. But tonight, I vow to sit myself down at the table and create!

To keep myself honest, I promise to upload pictures of my creations… and maybe some of my newly organized office (although it’s not 100% complete).

Have a great Monday evening!

Friday afternoon thoughts

Friday, August 13th, 2010

- I’ve decided to start my diet / exercise plan… again… I’m starting over for the 4th time (at least) this year.

- I’m excited for tonight – dinner with my mother- and sister-in-law… I just hope Grace cooperates for daddy :D

- I should be a new auntie before this day is done :) I wonder what she (who is yet to be named) will look like…

- I’m probably more excited than I should be that many ants, spiders and any other creepy crawling thing in our yard will be dead before sundown. It’s time to spray again…

- I’ve got a list a mile long for the weekend – here’s a sample: clean house, groceries, laundry, bedding, car wash, play with my kids (yes, i have to write it down!), workout at least twice, spend time with my sweet hubby :) and find time to be creative

- and on that note, it’s time to get going! Have a great weekend!

Random thoughts

Wednesday, August 11th, 2010

If you’re like me, you usually have about 10 million thoughts rattling around in your head throughout the day. My mind is constantly moving, even though for 40 hours a week my tush is constantly sitting in my office chair. In this time, I often dream about all the things that I need to do, want to do, or upcoming events, and so on. If I let it, it can consume me or worse, depress me. Here I am, stuck at work, feeling so useless (never mind the fact that I’m contributing to the household income) with so much that I could/should be doing at home. So, I think this blog is going to be helpful in that I might just track all my random thoughts here.

So today, here are some random thoughts of a working mom:

- Noah starts first grade in 3 weeks and 6 days ~ we don’t find out who his teacher is for 3 weeks and 3 days. I’m excited for him to go back to school, but I’m pretty sure he would rather summer last forever. I don’t even know why I’m so excited, it doesn’t change much for me, since I’m at work anyways. And it’s also a sign of his growing up, which if it were up to me, the kids would stay little forever, so why the heck am I excited for first grade?

- I’m so tired today. Grace woke me up THREE times last night! Funny, because yesterday afternoon I was relishing in the fact that she has been sleeping through the night lately. I’m used to one wakeup most nights, but she’s spoiled me. I guess she felt she was behind, so she had to do some catching up last night. Anyhow, I felt last night was not like the usual wakeups. She seemed sad, scared, lonely :( It really broke my heart. I really love this girl… I should save that thought for a separate point though.

- I really love that girl! She’s turning into the cutest, sweetest little two year old I know. She is so full of passion and spirit – so alive! She knows what she wants and fights for it, yet is well behaved. She loves the sight of dogs, babies, airplanes, pincher bugs, daddy, Noah, Teta, Papa, and so much more and squeals with excitement whenever she sees them. She loves being a little mama to the babies at daycare, helping Daddy take his shoes off and check the mail, and watching Barney with Mommy. She is such a bright light in this world and am enjoying so much watching her grow and mature. She’s not much of a baby anymore, and though it’s bittersweet, I am loving watching her turn into a little girl.

- Now I feel I have to brag on Noah, my little man. He is so smart and sweet. He likes everyone and is at that age where his little feelings are so sensitive. He will be your best friend if you’ll just play with him. He loves making his sister laugh and is the only one that can really get her going. He’s a great big brother. His favorite thing to do lately is play Super Mario Brothers on his DS. This kid is amazing, but I don’t know if it means we let him play too much DS or if he’s just a natural, but he’s one world away from beating the game on his own. I can barely beat one level, let alone a whole world! He loves Taylor Swift and thinks she’s the most beautiful girl in the world. He says he has three girlfriends at school, but plans to only marry one of them. He’s part ninja and that’s how he knows so much karate without ever taking karate lessons. And he has taught himself how to swim this summer and I couldn’t be more proud of him!

That’s enough thoughts for now. I have many more…

Finding the art in me

Tuesday, August 10th, 2010

So I decided to start a new blog and get rid of all the other ones. I have always felt my blogs were limited and I really don’t want to have more than one to maintain, so this one, with a title like “The Art in Me” hopefully will allow me to express all of me, not just part of me. It’s not just a photography blog or a craft blog or a blog to record cute things the kids are doing. It’s just a place to express myself. To show off my latest photo shoot, art/craft project, poetry, thoughts, and reflections, and to share anything else going on with my little family. I’m really going to try to keep this one up, as I feel it will be good for me.